i think i'm developing a selfish streak.
i think i din use to be so impatient.
i think i used to be more sincere.
i think i changed.

i dont deny i have a bad and superficial attitude towards things, living or non living, i'm irritated with.
i think i used to forgive and forget.
i think i ought not to.
i think i should remember since i'm using only <5% of my brain power.

i think i'm sadistic.
i think i'll only be satisfied when i have to pay a huge price.
alright, i am sadistic.
blame the video games and arcade.

grant me a miracle.