i know i need to change.
but somehow i just cant do it.


numbers dont lie.
>30 samples or not.

努力是不会骗人的


swimming pool.
canal.
river.
lake.
english channel.
some day, got to step up and challenge the ocean.



十年的功聚成灿烂那一分钟的梦
生命舞台发光的人绝不是只会说

ppl worked ten years to get a minute to shine.
i have to mug ten weeks and get 2 hours to perform.
i've got the better deal. right?

note: numbers may vary.

seriously, this is the biggest crisis of my life.
i still have so much to pick up.

once in a blue moon = 1.16699016 × 10^-8 hertz

'tis always morning somewhere around the world.
-richard henry horne


战到最后也不一定会赢
懂得放弃不见得一定输


梦想只是个名词，要想办法让它变成动词


雨再大终究还是会停的




lay down your arms, give up the fight
throw up your arms into the sky
-21枪 绿天




无论他们又说什么
闲言闲语无法伤害我
世界上只有一个我
没人能代替的我
无论他们又做什么
小动作无法打败我
我知道自己是最美丽的
the most beautiful
-i am whox3 magic power

工厂里做坏的小熊，最后都到哪里去了？
他们会不会组织一个神奇的王国，
禁止其他完美的小熊加入？

我们会不会都是
上帝不小心做坏的小孩呢？


如果别人都不停下来，
我怎么跟得上呢？


风还是一样地吹。
花还是一样地开。
太阳还是一样地升起。
可是有些事情已经变得不一样了。

-几米 34



my sunflowers have withered.
its okay.
the young ones are blossoming soon.

finally.
its another round of
looking forward to the end of the class
looking forward to the end of the day
looking forward to the end of the week
looking forward to the end of the sem.
how exciting.

its not like nobody has done it before.
its not like i'm gonna be the last one doing it.
i'll do it fine, even if i have to do it all on my own.

hang on.
before someone comes to save you.
.

我非常觉得
几乎全世界都在整我
等着看我出糗
等着看我的笑话
等着看我几时玩完

没有靠山就算了
怎么几乎全世界
都在扯我后腿呢


接近完美的借口
让我一直以来
处于被动的状态

不是他们没有邀请我，是我没有勇气加入他们
-钻石王牌16


我以为我是一个不拘小节的人
但其实我非常斤斤计较
若付出不能得到相对的收获
我宁可在回报率最高点的关键时刻收手
而不是事倍功半地继续努力

today was pretty madness.
it just stopped short of raining dinosaurs.

the canal overflowed.
the road disappeared.
and the water was seeping into the bus.

the bus almost mounted the kerb,
the bus stop was almost gone.
the 2 girls were standing on the bus stop bench.
i couldnt even alight.
i think given my height,
the water level will go past my knees.

stranded one bus stop away,
with no empty taxis in sight.
cause the road was sealed.
needed a heli to save me.
all the vehicles that passed by were those making a u-turn from the opposite direction.

police, ambulance, fire engine.
no one was left out.

crossed the road only to find the entire sixth ave centre almost submerged under water.
walked thru this amazing maze of private housing for half an hour to make my way home.

where did all the water come from?
and i take back my words about sg having a good drainage system.



我还真是不知道哪儿来的勇气
竟然这么不怕死的
一而再，再而三
地挑战在极限外的文学
怎么死都不清楚